How Are You Today, Ma?

The wind of the winter made the cold weather became worse and worse. For me who can't stand on winter, it is really a big problem. And because of it, i like summer than winter. Hi Ma, how are you today? Fine....I really hope that. I want to call you actually, but i decided not doing so, just to make myself stronger and stronger, just like you.

You know, when i called you that day, when you had your birthday party, i felt so sad. Why did you celebrate it when i weren't near your side, and in fact you never celebrated it before. I called you to say happy birthday, but then i got a surprised. Why Ma?...But after sometimes, i understood maybe you celebrated it because you also missed me. When i were around her, you maybe did not feel lonely, but after i weren't there, you felt lonely and decide to gather some of your friends around you to cheer your day up. Anyway, happy birthday. I love you Ma, happy returs to you.

Today, it's i that feel so lonely. Actually, i have a lot of things to do, but i never starting to do, even only one of them. I feel bored, tired, and powerless. I have to finish my dessertation before 8th January 2007, it means only one month left. And i still have three more papers to be finished before 11th December only six days left. I need you Ma. I need you power and spirit. You never loose them because as long as i concern, you always have power and spirit to do every duties that come upon you, and finish them in time.

Pray for me, so i can get my power and spirit back.