New Season

Wuihhh.....what a year!!!! It has been a long time for me not write, even a single word, on you. No time....what a reason!! Do i really don't have time? Who am i? But that's the fact. It seems that i "have no time" to do so. Anyway, here i am now. Try to give my time to you, to write something, and tell something about what had been passed through these few years.

This year already passed for 21 days. For me, this year is a new season. It is a season in the sense that now i live my life the way i want it be, at least for this time being.

After coming back from my study in India in 2007, i was in a little desperate situation. i tell you why. As you know, after graduating from school, everyone around you seem waiting something from you. They may hope you to get a good job or career. It may be in the first position. But in real, we can not always get what we want. As human, i also want to have a good job. But it needs time, right? During that time, every time i met people, they always asked me, "Where do you work?", "why until now you have not worked?", and so on and so forth. All of this kinds of questions made me 'sick'.

Now, that situation had passed. I work now as an educator, and i always try to be a good one. I enjoy my every time when i am in the class, teach my students, and help them to master the subject. And the good one is that there is no one ask me that all questions that make me 'sick'. This is what i say as a new season.

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Hello!

Hello, long time not meet you all guys. How is going? Fine, of course. First, thanks to everyone who keeps on visiting my blog (even i never up date it until now, hihih...). Actually, i want to up date my blog as usual as i can, but you know sometimes there's time when you want to do something, but the condition around does not support you. Ohhh..just forget it.

I just write a little for today, and i try to write more next time. I miss you all guys...See U

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Links (Blog Roll)

Since this blog experiencing blog error, particularly on its template that it can not update the template as well as the blogroll, for the time being i will put the new links in this pages. When the problem has been solved, i will put them in my blogger links. It seems that not only me facing this problems, my friends who are also blogger, face it, too.

But, for the new blogger version (BETA), there is no problem. One of my friend who uses it told me that there was no problem with his blogger template in blogger BETA. Maybe, i will convert my blog from the old blogger to the new one. i'm just think about it.

Okey, for now, i'll put the links here temporarily.

- every day is my lucky day
- SERUAN !!!!!!!!!
- Tips Internet Bisnes
- COMPUTER
- AKTA 4
- Mixer Beta Blogger
- Tanggung renteng
- Bhayu M.H.’s Blog 4 Communication
- Ivan Krisna World
- Education
- Inspirasi setiap hari
- HR Files
- Katalog Website

If your link is not in this list, just drove a message, then i'll add as soon as possible.

Thanks for the link.

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Song 4 Today

Falling Into You
By Celine Dion.

And in your eyes I see ribbons of color
I see us inside of each other
I feel my unconscious merge with yours
And I hear a voice say, "What's his is hers"

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

I was afraid to let you in here
Now I have learned love can't be made in fear
The walls begin to tumble down
And I can't even see the ground

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are

Catch me, don't let me drop!
Love me, don't ever stop!

So close your eyes and let me kiss you
And while you sleep I will miss you

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are

Falling into you
Falling into you
Falling into you

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Peak Summer in Delhi

Since last week, Delhi where i stay now is like an 'oven', and i'm the 'pan-cake'. Every where and every time i went outside, the sun burns my skin and the hot weather burns my throat and my head. I read from the newspaper that the degree was around 44 - 45 C. Whatttttt.........!!!!!

For a person like me who is come from a country which does not have this kind of weather, it is really a hard situation. Although, i have been here for almost two years, it does not mean that i already get use to it. In fact, this year is really a hard one for me. In the last winter, i felt the same thing also. It was very and very cool here. Not like the first year i came. And now, in summer time, it is also the 'worse', i thought, then last year.

The situation becomes worse and worse since everyday in my place, there is a light off period on a particular time. In morning time, around nine to ten o'clock, the light will be off for one hour until elevent o'clock. At nighgt, around elevent p.m., the light is off for another one hour until twelve p.m. When the light is off, i am really and really in a 'live oven'.

What do i do when the light is off? Nothing!!!! I just lay on my bed, take my lovely pillow and sleep, of course. I don't care whether my body is full of sweat, because what else can i do. Go outside? Noway!!!! The condition is the same, and in addition, the sun is shining brighly in morning or afternoon time. But sometimes, when the light is off at night time, i am going outside.

The good things are that all my examination papers had finished since last week, and my health day by day become better and better. These days, i am just waiting for my examination results that are going to be announced at the end of this month. I hope i can pass in all my papers, so that i can return home to my home country carrying something.

I already miss my family a lot. Even since the last day of my exam, i already dreamed about my journey going back home. I called my mother once to tell her that i had finished my exam, and also informed her my plan to go home as soon as the results come out. I also asked for her pray for my study here.

But, i still have to wait for that till i get my result. And during that waiting period, i still have to face this hot and hot weather. Hope this summer peak will end tomorrow, but i am not sure.

By the way, i also want to say hello to all, sorry for being absent these few weeks. Not only because of my exam, but also because of my bad health. But now i am fine and free, so i can get back again to blog and blogging.

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There's Time to Forgive and to Forget

In life, there's always time for everything. There's time for you to have your meal when you feel hungry; there's also time for you to take a rest when you feel tired. When you hurt somebody's feeling, then comes the time for you to ask for forgiveness. On the other time, there's an occasion when you fail from your exams, any kind of exams. So, that's the time for you to restart again and be revived for the next exams, and so on.

For the same reason, there's time to forgive and to forget. It's for sure that in life somebody may hurt you, physically or mentally. Whatever the form of the hurt you get, you may feel so sad about it, and more than that, you may hate the person who did it to you for the rest of your life.

Recently, i faced this kind of situation. I felt so sad because someone hurt my heart so deep that made me cry all day and in every single minute a had. My feeling was unstable. Once, i thought that it might be the end of my life (what a foolish), and in the next time, i thought i wanted to kill 'this someone' who did this to me (what a cruel thought). I already asked 'this someone' why 'this someone' did it to me. But i got no answer. Then, i decided to ask my heart what should i do. Because i didn't want to waste by life only for 'this someone'.

I found the answer finally. I had to forgive 'this someone' and forget 'this someone' also. Why i did this? Firstly, it was for my own good. I didn't want to live my life in the shadow of my anger towards 'this someone'. And i realized that all of the things that had happened were also my fault. I aready asked forgiveness from 'this someone', and i didn't care whether 'this someone' forgave me or not. To ask forgiveness and forgive 'this someone' are my duty; 'this someone' duty to forgive me.

Secondly, after i forgave 'this someone', i can more easily to forget, not to forget 'this someone' because 'this someone' is still my friend, but to forget all that sad things and feelings. And finally, i can continue my life in a more peace heart and mind, not with any kind of anger because of 'this someone'.

I then knew that i had passed so much time when finally decided the right thing according to me. There was time when i faced a bad situation. When this time passed, came the time for me to think about the way out of the situation. Apparently, i knew that my time to forgive had came, followed by the time to forget the bad things and feelimgs.

Now,when i had set my heart free from this anger, i feel like a new person, and i think that i am a better person now. There's no need to keep anger within your heart. In fact, it will make you always have the feeling that life is not fair towards you. This is a very very bad thought, right?

So, when the time comes for you to forgive, you just do it. When you can forgive, you can also forget it. The next step is to continue your life, because life must go on whether you want it or not. So, live you life. In fact, life is a miracle and blessing for everyone of us. Don't waste it.

For 'this someone', maybe someday when there's time and chance comes to us to meet again, i hope i can still be your friend like i used to be. And i want to renew our 'bad' relation into a better one, because it's better to have more friend than one enemy. Moreover, i miss you a lot.

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Bloggirl Indonesia of the Week (3): Ria Angelia Wibisono

Do you like writing? But do you sometimes find difficulties in finding a proper media for you to do it? Traditionally or before blogging phenomenon spread around the world, many people who like to write, whether it is a serious writing like articles or 'free-style' writing like diary, poems, or others, frequently wrote down their thought and expression on a piece of paper by hand-writing or by typing it with a type-writer. Now, since there is a new version available of doing that hobby, blogs, many of us choose this tool to be one of the media to express our idea, feeling, and thought, and finally get the feeling that blog is really suit us.

By blogging, not only professional writer can get the use of it, but also an amateur writer like me, can get the benefit also. Blogging sometimes force us to write something to update it, at least once in a week. Unconciously, when we write something in our blog, we already become a write and have our own readers. No matter how many your readers, i believe there is someone read what you write on your blog. Because every writers has their own readers.

Blog is also may be the one place you can shares about what you think to others and maybe get feedback from your readers. Then, you can create a discussion group through your blog with various topics that attract your readers. You can put every you want in order to let the outsiders know who you are, what is happening with you, or what is happening around you.

So, if you think that blog really suits you to accomodate your hobby in writing, you have decided a good decision to choose it to be your place of expression. Just like Ria Angelia Wibisono who has found that blog really fits her. She is an Indonesian youngster. She like writing and love telling others about her current life, but sometimes she doesn't have time to do so. By blogging, she finds that she can do all that sort of things. For her reasons why she loves blogging and why should she have blog, you can read it here.

From her blog, you can find out that she is a good writer since there are some of her essay had been published in local newspaper, and for me she really is. She sometimes gives advises to everyone who wants to follow her step to be a writer, and also support others who are until now their writing had never been published to keep writing and writing. She has a very high spirit in doing her writing and support others to write also.

There are still a lot of more other benefits ones can get from their own blog. It depends on how you create your blog or on how you give the image or character of your blog. For me, blog is really help me in growing my confidence, besides it helps me to practice my Englsih since i write my blog in English. Further, it also accomodate my eagerness to be a write someday, who knows.

If you want to feel the true feeling in 'blogging', then start do it.
next, figure it out whether blog fits you or you fits it?

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Just A Picture

Today, i didn't know why, i really wanted to 'clean' my room, coz it was almost three months i never did it. Everyday, i just swept the floor without doing any thing more than that. Ya, you know, sometimes while you were sweeping the floor, you also cleanned the furniture or the window, etc.

While i were cleanning my room, my book stool actually, a CD felt from the top of the stool. Corious about what was inside it, then i went to my fried's room, in front of my room, to check it. It was one of my 'missing' CDR that contained some pictures. These pictures were taken when i and my other Indonesian friends being visited by one of Indonesian artist, Peggy Melati Sukam. But i didn't remember when it was. So, i just put the picture here, and hoped that Peggy wouldn't mind.

Frankly, i wanted to write something today. But i had to go somewhere to do an important thing. So then, i decided to put this 'lovely' picture. Enjoy and see you next time. Have a nice weekend!!!!!

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